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| I asked an AI to draw the story and this is the result. The snow is way over the top |
There are days when the city’s wind whispers old stories. Today is one of them. I woke with memories tangled in the sheets and the faint sting of sleet tapping the bedroom window. The last time I fell in love. Or, to be fair, the last time I thought I fell in love. Because now, with time’s cruel clarity, I suspect it was more a bout of poorly digested poetry than anything else. A one-sided affair, to put it kindly.
It happened at a train station. Yes, I know—it sounds like the opener to a cheesy novel. But that’s how it went. We said goodbye under the stench of burnt coffee from a vending machine and the robotic announcement of “Next departure to Constitución, platform 2”.
She wore a hooded jacket shielding her from the grey dusk, a face too beautiful to decode, and a smile I never fully unravelled. Me? I carried unasked questions and a heart drumming like a murga band at carnival. I’ll admit it: I was delusional. A hopeless romantic who mistook fleeting glances for promises and silences for secret codes.
For months, I convinced myself our connection ran deeper than social media chats and 3 AM memes. But life, ever the teacher of harsh lessons, made it clear this was a monologue. A one-way ticket with no return. The farewell was absurd. Me, trying to sound casual while bear-hugging her (really, Mariano?). Her, shifting awkwardly on her trainers as if the floor were scorching. Saying everything by saying nothing. No “take care”—just a “see you around” we both knew was a lie.
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| After some adjustments, the character still doesn't look anything like me, but the snow is gone |
As the train pulled away, I stood there watching the station shrink into a black dot in the night. And then it hit me: I’d mistaken the intensity of my own feelings for reciprocity. Amateur error.
The worst part wasn’t the ego bruise. Not even the shame of sending poems she likely never read. The worst was realising how that episode made me guarded. Like getting burned by coffee and now blowing on even cold water. I started seeing hidden agendas everywhere, reading between lines that didn’t exist. Became an expert in sabotaging possibilities, always excusing it as “better this way”.
But today, watching clouds tear over the Beagle Channel, I think about what that experience left me. Because even botched love teaches something, right? I learned, for instance, that loving alone is like dancing tango in a lift: lots of movement, no progress. That station goodbyes are poetic in films but reek of train tracks and rush-hour crowds in real life. And above all, that there’s no blinder fool than one who ignores life’s “CAUTION: SLIPPERY FLOOR” signs.
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| The best I could do, at least it put up a little sign that says "La Plata" |
Sometimes I wonder about her. Whether she found someone who writes without expecting anything. Or if, like me, she’s tucked that day into a drawer of awkward anecdotes shared only after a third glass of wine. Truth is, our paths split like branches snapped by wind: each growing opposite ways, no chance to tangle again. Now, I laugh a little at myself. At that Mariano who thought love was about grand gestures and cosmic coincidences. And though it sounds cliché, I’m grateful. Grateful for the pain that taught me to tread lightly. To listen not just to words spoken, but to silences. To love without demands, and let go without staging a three-act tragedy. So if I ever find myself in a station again, heart in hand, I promise two things: one, no poetry gifts. Two, double-check which platform the train leaves from.
(…And just in case, I now write poems only for my dog. At least he wags his tail, even if I’m a bad writer).
--- Author’s Note: Ever mistaken a “hello” for an “I love you”? Tell me your stories—spare me the solo embarrassment. Virtual coffee and calorie-free pastries below to soothe the soul.









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